a blur of blue

i am grateful to God for:

His unfailing love ~
His precious Word ~
Answered prayers ~
His daily blessings ~
Souls saved ~
My family ~
Street Evangelism ~
Teenz Ministry...Brothers and Sisters ~
My dearest Tribe [s.U.R.f.]2...the Surfers ~
Solid Christian buddies from God ~
The future He has in store for my life (?) ~

The blue-coloured picture above is representative of my life at the moment, i.e. i do see the light regarding some aspects and areas of my life, however, ultimately the true vision of God's Will for my life is far from being crystal-clear..everything is a total blur at present.

Just as staring at the picture above will cause one to have a tremendous headache..am starting to feel a bit frustrated as to what the Lord is telling me to do now, how to progress in my life, etc.

i know the Lord is ever leading and guiding me..but i simply don't know what is beyond life's fog. How i wish i can discern the will of God more clearly this very moment. That i can say that beyond a doubt, this is the path God wants me to tread..to know what is truly inside the heart of God and to live in the light of His Will for His ultimate glory. i wish for Him to speak to me..using anyone or anything. Will just give everything to God now and stop looking at the fuzzy, foggy picture of my life. Shall choose to focus on God with all of my heart now..though it has been a tough ride. Thank you so much my sisters Ryl and Wen for your prayers. Really hope to see the 'light' by God's grace soon.

Will keep this quote in my heart for now..Aunty Grace msged it to me some time back:

My eye is not on the density of the fog around me but on the living God who controls EVERY circumstance of my life.

~George Muller

Your Will, Lord...nothing but Your Will.
Help me walk by faith and not by sight.

Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him.
For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.
And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever.
~1 John 2:15-17