His plan for me

When I stand at the Judgment Seat of Christ
And His plan I begin to see,
The plan for my life as it might have been
Had He had His way with me.

Will I see how I slowed Him and blocked His way
And would not yield my will?
And will there be grief in my Saviour's eyes,
Grief, tho He loves me still?

He would have me be rich,
But I chose to stay poor.
He wanted to bless,
And I kept closing the door.

Will my memory run like a hunted fawn,
Down paths that I cannot retrace?
Will I remember things I should have done
As I gaze on His precious face?

Then will my trembling heart well nigh break
With tears that must be shed,
I'll cover my face with my empty hands
As I bow my uncrowned head.

Lord, of the years that are left to me
I give them into Thy hand.
Take me, and break me, and mold me to fit
In the pattern that You had planned.

~ D.Windsor

Dearest Heavenly Father,
Thank you so much for granting me Your everlasting, unfailing and unchanging love manifested through the wondrous gift of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. i surrender my all to You and humbly ask You to take my heart and life that You may break me, Lord. Please make me the woman You want me to be..daily fill me and use me as You deem fit, dearest Holy Spirit. Father, help me to always seek Your holy face to worship You wholeheartedly all the days of my life, teach me to lean upon Your all-sufficient grace as You continue to unfold Your special plan and purpose for my life. Spirit of the living God, please seal this heart prayer of mine with Your divine power. Be with me whatever it may be with me..this life is Yours..surrendered, abandoned, sold-out, set apart..for You..alone.
In Jesus' name,
Amen.

Seek ye the LORD while he may be found, call ye upon him while he is near:
Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the LORD, and he will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.
For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD.
For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.

~ Isaiah 55:6-9